diptych {5} worn

“Happiness cannot be traveled to, owned, earned, worn or consumed. Happiness is the spiritual experience of living every minute with love, grace, and gratitude.”


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Top photo is Cathy’s, bottom is mine.

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I am 45.

Some days, I’m proud of that

on account of how young I really am.

Other days?

I’m sure I’m knocking on death’s door.

I could be either of these images:

worn and weathered, surface peeling,

edges tattered,

color faded.

Or, like the wagon,

upside down with my wheels in the air

spinning uselessly,

left behind,

emptied.

I try to remember

Worn things have character,

Layers of history,

a richness given through experience,

a story to tell.

I try to remember Wabi-sabi,

and embrace all that is not yet

and all that has been.

I try to see the beauty

of the patina

that layers on me every passing day.

Still,

some days,

I’m just so worn.


Cathy - May 27, 2010 - 12:31 pm

ok, your words are just beautiful, patty! how DO you do that?! funny thing…after working in the yard all dern day yesterday, i noticed i was kinda limping, kinda-really sore, and couldn’t quench my thirst…even through my soreness this morning, i am thinking “wow! what kind of vessel could still work so well after 45 years of constant use?!” yep, we’re worn alright…but even when our wheels are spinning, they’re moving :)

Celesta - May 27, 2010 - 12:37 pm

Your pics are amazing! Really amazing. Thanks for stopping by my blog. I’m glad to find yours.

Searcy - May 27, 2010 - 1:37 pm

Dear Patty, thank you for having visited my blog. Your images are lovely, and I look forward to reading your blog, too.

Kellee - May 27, 2010 - 3:39 pm

I really love your image, Patty. I love the various textures and colors. Character develops through age and life experienced. I don’t think you’re wearing, I think you’re ripening. :) Women are SO like wine. :)

Cate - May 27, 2010 - 9:29 pm

Being only a few months behind you (45 in October) – age has been weighing on my mind a lot of late. Particularly as I’m really seeing it now in my non-botoxed face and neck. My joints have started aching too – yet inside, I’m the same person.

“Worn” -but still going strong :-)

(Love the wabi sabi philosophy too)

Cate - May 28, 2010 - 7:32 am

I am SOOOO with it this week!
I already have my “Way I see it” post up – are you proud of me? huh? Huh?
:-)

Gayle - May 28, 2010 - 10:37 pm

I’m there some days, too. Sigh.

imoomie - June 2, 2010 - 3:07 am

I’m with ya, sisters…

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